She/he loves me, he/she loves me not

           Dear bloggers,

         I am a 18 year old african/hispanic young man with an almost inaudible voice, but soooo much to speak on and give. This is my first blog and its not exactly a topic i'd a chose, but it gives tiny glimpses into whats to come. Please allow me a moment or so of your time, and maybe more in the future. This is what was chosen as my first blog though, so I hope you at least can get a little out of it. Its not even close to what is to come, but just a chance is all I ask.

          It as just this evening my friend came to me again with a heavy heart concerning his lover of 15 months. Every time he or she has struggle or conflict I can just see the mans soul being overcome by sadness and grief. Whether he expresses it outwardly as such, or instead chooses the defensive tactics of anger, acting numb to the situation, or many of those other way of "dealing" with your painful burdens. Rarely does any human truly address the root issues of their suffering. They buy all the none sense taught from worldly perspectives and such. Which instead of healing or even slightly reaching the conflicts, turn you cold instantly or at a quicker pace then your own methods. But the momentary peace(Momentary could mean a lifetime if you've become cold enough to the issue/issues, because life is only the blink of an eye anyways.), causes such an intense delusion that people allow the power of it to consume any knowing of of the truth in the matter. Anyways what i'm trying to get at is she was hurt, so she hurt him(Or as a friend expressed to me one time, "hurt people hurt people".). And I told him  few things, but the most significant one I conjured was...

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         "We all have problems, regrets, and flaws. But to work through them with one another and most importantly with LOVE, that is what's going to externalize the heaven of which is in the heart of those who possess "LIFE"." 

-me

ANGEL LEMUEL

          I am not only speaking in the lover sense of love(All those like him who have a "deep intimate" connection and relationship.), or the worlds "I love you" type love, or even the brotherly love. All of those "loves" are minuscule to void portions of the LOVE I speak on, because they are only as deep as our flesh and some times not even that extensive.

But in conclusion I hope the quote can shed light upon each person who reads this. And trust me this is nothing in comparison to what is to come, but I feel it more than necessary to be presented as my first blog being the event took place just moments beforehand.

THANK YOU

ANGEL LEMUEL