All I ask

I only ask of this life: 

A relationship as close to the Father as fleshly(humanly) possible. To blatantly, audibly hear him speak to me. That he'd be voistrous through me also. That His glory illuminates not only the "right path" He's created ahead of me(Destiny), but also enlightens and radiates from upon me. As the faces of the disciples who came down from the mount after being in the presents of God, whose faces no one could even try to visualize, because of the glory(That I may be given the position and ability to give God in abundance to all. Those willing to accept the LOVE of course.). Just God, all God, all the time. Because he is everything and all things everlasting(LOVE, hope, light, joy, LIFE, ALL THINGS!). An excessive abundance of love(Love = as humans conceptualize, so as much as humans can possibly conjure),  and LOVE(LOVE = God). For LOVE is truly ALL things of TRUTH, of TRUENESS(All things of BEING). 

An amazing, beautiful(inside/ the outside means nothing its mearly flesh. Worldly physicality), deep, intimately and intellectually. Loving beyond "normal" human capabilities, and a soft, gentle, sweet and submissive(To her husband, at the necessary and respected times).

Extraordinary children

A career I have finite love for. That  I'm captivated and overly joyous to attend on a constant basis. With infinite potential(Just as humans) based upon the energy and effort applied.

Ive only asked enough wealth support with no worries my family and loved ones. And the loved ones who don't know me, or that I love them(Donations, charities, ect). Enough to donate generous amounts on a regular basis to everyone everywhere in need(Loved ones). And just enough in the end for recreational purposes.

And the final one that comes to the forefront of my mind to express, is that people of God would just surround me, befriend me, hear me and let me hear them. To help me that I may help them. Love me, that I could love them. For, "Iron sharpens iron.".




I told you the list was short, but sweet. This is literally it. The first one is all and everything in one. I've received and obtained the family and much of the others prayers hopes and dreams, leaving me overly grateful. With endless gratitude, love, loyalty, dedication, hope, and faith toward God for such extravagant and sentimental blessings. No words beside THE Word can even imagine my love and logic on Gods grace, mercy, LOVE, and blessings. Even though they're hard to see at times. He's favored me, guided and directed me, an elevated(carried) me my entire existence. There is no words...

Die to today, live 4 tomorrow

What I mean by the title/heading of this post is if you let go and CHOOSE to truly LIVE today, then your eternity will be consumed in LIFE. Because your choices and decisions(Conscious, and at times subconsciously.), are 99.9% of what creates your reality, and defines your hereafter. Now you may say "but he said live for tomorrow", doesn't that sound absurd considering us as mortal being could perish at any given moment? But question this, does tomorrow ever come? Well isn't this very moment tomorrow? Well you choose(sow/cause) today(present), and obtain(reap) the repercussions(effect) "tomorrow"(eternity). Do you comprehend what i'm trying to conjure? Now this is in no way similar to questioning if the future can ever be present, because the future IS and will evermore be ubiquitous/omnipresent.

So in short, LIFE, LAUGH, and LOVE, and do so even when it seems hells flames are fervent/burning amongst you. And you will come to the realization that all you ever asked for and longed for deep within your heart is not out of reach, but only biding time. You have no need to await something of which awaits you. You just need to choose to believe, have faith, trust, and except that the moment that dream, thought, hope or wish was been conceived, it has already become. Unless you choose doubt.

All things are within reach, as a matter of fact they've outstretched to unimaginable extents just to bring itself to "existence" in your thoughts/mind. The physicality of this world is illusive, but its up to you to become freed. I've done my best, the rest is on you. BELIEF or DOUBT are your only options. Choose wisely. DIE to TODAY, LIVE for TOMORROW.




BELIEVE

She/he loves me, he/she loves me not

           Dear bloggers,

         I am a 18 year old african/hispanic young man with an almost inaudible voice, but soooo much to speak on and give. This is my first blog and its not exactly a topic i'd a chose, but it gives tiny glimpses into whats to come. Please allow me a moment or so of your time, and maybe more in the future. This is what was chosen as my first blog though, so I hope you at least can get a little out of it. Its not even close to what is to come, but just a chance is all I ask.

          It as just this evening my friend came to me again with a heavy heart concerning his lover of 15 months. Every time he or she has struggle or conflict I can just see the mans soul being overcome by sadness and grief. Whether he expresses it outwardly as such, or instead chooses the defensive tactics of anger, acting numb to the situation, or many of those other way of "dealing" with your painful burdens. Rarely does any human truly address the root issues of their suffering. They buy all the none sense taught from worldly perspectives and such. Which instead of healing or even slightly reaching the conflicts, turn you cold instantly or at a quicker pace then your own methods. But the momentary peace(Momentary could mean a lifetime if you've become cold enough to the issue/issues, because life is only the blink of an eye anyways.), causes such an intense delusion that people allow the power of it to consume any knowing of of the truth in the matter. Anyways what i'm trying to get at is she was hurt, so she hurt him(Or as a friend expressed to me one time, "hurt people hurt people".). And I told him  few things, but the most significant one I conjured was...

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         "We all have problems, regrets, and flaws. But to work through them with one another and most importantly with LOVE, that is what's going to externalize the heaven of which is in the heart of those who possess "LIFE"." 

-me

ANGEL LEMUEL

          I am not only speaking in the lover sense of love(All those like him who have a "deep intimate" connection and relationship.), or the worlds "I love you" type love, or even the brotherly love. All of those "loves" are minuscule to void portions of the LOVE I speak on, because they are only as deep as our flesh and some times not even that extensive.

But in conclusion I hope the quote can shed light upon each person who reads this. And trust me this is nothing in comparison to what is to come, but I feel it more than necessary to be presented as my first blog being the event took place just moments beforehand.

THANK YOU

ANGEL LEMUEL